somewhere in the northwest, 4 paths crossed, each starting at various points
in time and place. From this convergence emerged a common experience and
amidst this madness we gaspnot for air but for a
chance to divulge the happiness, sadness, excitement, and fear of life.
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Wednesday, July 02, 2003
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Debbie sent me her xanga site yesterday..Amazing how many people are now addicted to the world of blogging. She's made me miss singapore, clubbing, traveling etc..like crazy! Wahhh I want to enjoy my life while I'm still young ....
Would you believe the sheer amount of food I've consumed in the last 24 hours? Yesterday was pure blissful gastronomic heaven~Pre-breakfast- bagels (with blueberry cream cheese!), fresh fruit; Breakfast- IHOP; Lunch-Dim Sum at Kirin; Tea- Death by Chocolate cakes, Cream Puffs; Dinner- lobster, sharks' fin, all that wonderful chinese seafood stuff; Post-dinner- fruit, japanese noodles, only because loser wanted to try and he is afterall the guest and he's gone now :( .. Consequently I slept late, and today had Peking Duck for bfast/lunch yumyum. Finished one box of chocolates (not all by myself!) and started another.
THIS IS ME ON A DIET!!!!!!!!
I'm still on a chick flick movie-marathon..Shows I've seen include: Charlie's Angels I and II, What a Girl Wants, How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days, The Lizzie McGuire Movie, The Good Girl, A Guy Thing, A Walk to Remember, Just Married, Alex & Emma, and Bruce Almighty (past 3 days).
I have lived in my current house for the past 14 years (since I was 5, but not all the time) yet it doesn't quite feel like home. Karen's right, sometimes it helps to talk things out. But it's much easier to just forget and try to move on, alone. And then, it's only when our thoughts become too overwhelming and we think too much about the past and how we could have done things differently .. And we realize we can never be separated from those wrong choices, bad decisions, that sad and sorry excuse for a life, no matter how hard we try. In the end, what really does matteR? We all know how futile friendship is anyway. What is it that I continue to hold on to? What is it exactly that I'm waiting for anyhow?
